I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying,
tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say,
But something's missing
I found the one, he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm numb again
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know why
So what now? I just can't figure it out...